Out With The Old

In my heart of hearts, I know what you're doing.
Yet and still, I've placed you a pedestal.
Awarding you a medal you don't deserve.

The very depths of my alimentary canal are uneasy. (Pretty freaking gross, right?)
I needn't think of you! Surely, I can refrain from day dreaming of you...
Easier said then done, as you are all I think about lately.

Understand, too, that I've always keep everything pretty 100, in regards to my feelings and all that emotional fodder. Unfortunately, I fell for you (more like tumbled, down your dark and sinister staircase of bullshit at its finest) and now I am in a YOU-induced coma. *SNARLS*...but i digress.


I'm annoyed. Can you tell? Would you stop being so damn cute?! Honestly, its ruining this whole "disliking" you thing. In the end, if through your kiss lies your tricks, a ray of hope there still may be in this:

The new year. Time to start over (again, and for that I will be forever grateful.

Can You Meet Me Halfway?

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Just Do It

Nice Fellow

A nice fellow once kissed me on the cheek.
-I blushed like nobody's business.

An eager fellow tried (but failed miserably) to kiss my lips.
-I put him in the head lock of a lifetime.

A sensitive fellow gave me a single rose.
-I pulled of the petals; He loves me. He loves me not.

A charming fellow tried to lure me in with his words.
-I simply hung up the phone.


But I loved the nice fellow that kissed my cheek, fore he kissed my forehead too. He respected me for me. And said there was nothing he would not do.


Nice fellow, you've been good to me.

Something Substantial

Its completely frustrating - being hemmed in by this frigid, unrelenting rain-snow-slush. But who am I fooling? I made no major plans for today. At least now, I have time to myself to ponder over matters, that matter. Maybe I can write something substantial, instead of meaningless verbal spat.

Would you like to be my topic this evening?
My dear, you're too kind.
How shall I began? Would you like to hear my wishes?

1. i wish you knew what you did.
2. i wish you knew that you ARE the bane of my existence. i loathe you entirely.
3. i wish you knew that my heart was shattered (into a million pieces and I'm having the most difficult time trying to find them, let alone put them back together.)
4. i wish you the best of luck. you're going to need it, dear.


If you ever apologized I would forgive you, and depending how good your acting skills are... I might just forget too. Until then, think not of me. I'm the least of your worries, darling. Think of yourself - you really ought to brush up on your people skills.

hugs and kisses though. hugs and poison kisses.

This Over That

it seems to me this is what YOU want.
and that is what YOU don't.


Wanted: good grades
Unwanted: exceptional grades

Wanted: regular
Unwanted: extraordinary

Wanted: plain
Unwanted: complex

Wanted: boring
Unwanted: beautiful

Wanted: settled
Unwanted: scattered

Wanted: sweet
Unwanted: delicious


it seems to me this is what YOU want.
and this is what YOU want. and YOU and YOU.
YOU want this as opposed to that.

Even though that is absolutely wonderful.